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Cincinnati
almost dying getting off the on ramp in Cincinnati
Hofbrauhaus, KY
Suburban Ninja and Canadian Kid
kicked off facebook
total lunar eclipse
anguish
Jungle Jim's
Trader's World
foreboding
depression
laser tag
eating disorder
potato gun
hope
St. Louis arch
ukulele
harmonica
electric ukulele
Penny
Ruby
save the earth
Silver Surfer
The Up All Nights
not sleeping
summer school
Costume Clothes Swap Party
Bonnaroo!!!!
The Raconteurs
4 red bulls in a row and immediately cramping when I stood up
"That's What She Said"
sexual innuendo
robots
love just happens
completely lost
GE
Boeing
co-op
jet engines
jets
working for the bad guy?
summer mud volleyball
procrastination
St. Louis
growlers pub
new friends
old friends
friends in general
girls making out
121 S. Gilbert Street
Chicago
blue man group
Labadomy Bach (a Ridgecrest beer)
beer
beer
beer
alcoholism
being arrested
the motorcycle
the van
the probe
rock'n roll
Barack Obama
deception (I wasn't deceived, but someone I know was...quite horribly)
first commercial flight
lifeguarding in Ada
community service
basement jam sessions
Regal Beagle
$.50 taco night at little mexico
karaoke at little mexico
California
Mohave dessert
Sausalito
San Francisco
Artichokes!!
Rockaway Beach
rocktacular birthday
broken porch
uke on the beach
witnessing the death of chivalry first hand
hypocrisy
lots of driving
Pacific Coast Highway
Pacific Ocean
kiwis
girls, girls, girls
shows at the community building
scatter brained
that damn dog
the 3 hour drives
the 8 hour drives
again, almost dying in a 3 hour drive due to snow
Dr. Rider's grass
failed economy
tequila
hungover at work
isolation
self-pity
ignorance
carpe diem
wine tasting
throwing up
living reckless
no more problems for your pain
a calling in my soul?
...and this is for anything else I forgot (which I'm sure is a bunch)...
2008 was either the best year of my life so far, or the worst year of my life so far. Is it bizarre that it could easily be either of the two? Trying to put the year into perspective just feels kind of weird. It was definitely a soul searching year. You've got some big shoes to fill 2009.
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| Ahh!! Life is going fast! It's been a while baby!! Oh shit dog! Anyways....I find myself talking to..myself more and more often than usual. I've been pretty crazy for a while now, but the more I realize how alone everyone is the more I try to find company with myself. The solution to this is to find people and connect with them, the only problem is that too many people aren't real. Yeah, I know...sounds pretentious right? Well, nobody every understands what I'm talking about when I say they're not real. They just assume I'm referring to the literal sense, which is totally not the case...well...maybe it is for some people, but that's a totally different topic. When I refer to people being real I'm talking about them knowing of their existence and seeing their influence in the world. I feel that to be real is to see the life you're living and to be able to observe it and realize it has some sort of plausible meaning. Now does it actually have any meaning? Odds are, no, since we are pretty much just evolved creatures that have over developed mental capacities that allow us to create things such as our own personal realities in the first place. However, maybe this is all part of our ever expanding evolution? Maybe this feeling of existence is on a level that has never been known before, or maybe it's the mere thing that every individual feels. If you have no clue what I'm talking about then maybe you need to see if you can find this sensation...if not then you may be one of the types of people who will never understand the reality I speak of. If you do understand what I'm talking about then I'm not alone. I don't think I am. If you do understand what I'm talking about and you think it's complete hog snot....yeah, you're right...it is. I mean I'm talking about reality and existence and stuff...that's pretty ridiculous, right? Everyone is different for the most part...maybe this feeling is what everyone has, but on their own level. I think I can sense my reality...or the lack of...regardless....some serious shit is going down! The mere fact that I just bull shitted my entire way through this whole thing is totally wack, I think. Anyways, I hope you have a wonderful evening! Tout le temps!!!!!! 
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| You don't even know what that means, do you? There actually isn't any meaning in it. Just an observation. When you die, do the trees above the grave flourish? They should, or probably would. I guess they don't necessarily have to, but if they wanted to is all I'm saying. Regardless it's all ridiculous. Just read The Stand, pretty damn good. Totally recommend it. It's great. You'll shiver, you'll shake, you'll quake like a snake. Pretty sure snakes don't quake. Unless of course there's an earthquake, but that should've went un-typed. So yeah, where has this been? I don't like to discuss it, but I figured there was need for some sort of entry. I was certain it would have disappeared over the past year, but oh how wrong I was. It stayed to haunt me, but that's ohkay. I'll embrace it. I'm not one to complain unless it really attacks me. My job? Not bad...I enjoy it. Yeah, I work at JLG, it's great. I do enjoy my job. I'm learning things about a world I've never been to before. It's a great place to start and will pay off later. My plan? There is no plan, except that I wanted to get my motorcycle license, so I did....now, I want to get my private pilots license, so I shall. Yeah, I got a plan and I'm gonna put it to use this year. I got some thoughts and some ideas. I'm gonna fly. Listen to Icky Thump, and some Beck. I just bought Odelay, I've always wanted it and found it last night. Go to it compadre! Oh yeah, and can't wait til Harry Potter....and at the same time...it'll all be over!!! It's gonna rule!!!
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| You know it baby! So here we are....my freshman year of college is ending. Wow....I feel old now. When I was little college kids just seemed soooo....out there, you know? No? Ohkay, well regardless it's ridiculous. Anyways, this summer is looking pretty frickin' sweet. Gonna lifeguard it up and totally go zorbing this summer for the first time ever! Don't know what zorbing is? Here...http://www.zorb.com/main.html check this website out and it will fill you in. Zorbing is gonna be sweet! Straight from New Zealand to here! Whoo!!!! Rock'n Roll baby!!!!! Alright, tootles!!! | | |
| Goin' to St. Louis baby!!!! Whoo!!!! Talk about totally awesome!!! Leavin' Friday morning and leaving Sunday morning to come back! Whoo!!!! Par-tay!!! Goin' with the track team so it'll be track-tacular!!! Whoo!!!! Ohkay, on that note I'm out of spunk for this darn fangled entry. Go fig! | | |
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